Things that don't make sense about me

I think anime is a waste of time.

Yes, I watch copious amounts of anime but in the end, I don't feel like I gain as much as I watch.

So today I wasted 4 hours on youtube and 9gag and various other waste-of-time websites. And then I "regretted" that time because I could've spent it watching anime. Which in many ways doesn't make sense (Why would you want to do something else that you also consider a waste of time? Wouldn't you rather spend it productively?)

I suppose it makes logical sense (to me) because if I was going to waste time anyway (something I don't like doing but do all the time) I wished I could've done it with something I like a lot more. I mean in the end, a waste of time is a waste of time so why not waste time "productively"? :P

I realized in this sense, I'm still such a kid. I don't care if I'm soon going to enter my late 20s (geez I feel ancient), I still suck at life.

I don't care how late it is or what I have to do the next day, if I want to stay up, I will.

If a little kid is being bratty at me, I'll be bratty right back. Those little brats...

I still can't keep track of time.

I suppose in some ways this could easily turn into one of those stupid new years resolution things, but let's not go there.

Oh well, such is life. Hopefully there will be more improvements in the future.

I suppose it's not the best of posts for Christmas, but I'm glad it is Christmas! Christmas is awesome! :)

Hopefully next year, I'll be somewhere cooler!

Merry Christmas everyone!

Yay for Jesus~