I realized I don't take consequences seriously.
I mean when I have the face the consequences of my decisions and I've done something stupid, it sucks.
However, I don't think I take the the consequences of my actions as seriously as I previous gave myself credit for.
Basically, I've fallen into the pattern of taking things less seriously than they should. To a certain extent, I think all people should take themselves less seriously but lately I've been doing it with things of rather serious consequence.
Gah.